Hey hey, world. Welcome back :))))
I’m sitting here looking out of my snowy (but more freezing than snowy) window. I should be at school, but there’s a two hour delay. Why? I have no idea.
Yesterday, I got turned away from an opportunity. *spoiler alert: It was about music* I had worked so hard and tried to achieve it, but I didn’t. At first, I was pretty heartbroken. The kind of heartbroken where you feel like a big blubbery lump (a term I use a lot when things don’t go my way haha).
When this happens to you, you can do two things. Sit there like a big lump or get off your butt and shake it off. That’s what I decided to do (with the help of one of my mom’s famous speeches).
The truth is, I wasn’t ready. If I was ready, It would have happened. I needed to grow first, figure out who I am. Because there’s no way you’re going to connect with the world if you can’t even connect with yourself. I wouldn’t have learned that if I didn’t get this “no.”
Every step, no matter how small, is a step closer to where you want to be. You just have to try, and that’s always something you can do. I believe in you (because no one is a lump).